Monday, April 23, 2012

Day 73

I don't feel like writing anything tonight.

I feel kinda down.

Maybe the cookie karma didn't work this time.

Maybe I should just go to bed.

Stepped on the scale today - I weigh the same as I did last Monday.

Went to work - sleet outside. All day.

Went grocery shopping.

Came home and the baby was exhausted. We only had a few hours together.

Watched an episode of "Game of Thrones" - it made me want to write. Then it made me feel like I needed more energy to write. And I don't have any tonight.

I keep thinking about a lot of people who need help.

I really want to do something to help. I've been thinking of running...and raising money.

I don't even know if anyone would sponsor me.

I don't know. I'm in a weird mood.

And now it's 10 p.m.

And I'm tired.

And I don't feel like writing anything tonight.

Sometimes I think about getting another tattoo.

Of a dove.  Just an outline.

I need to remind myself somehow

that even though it's dreary outside

and it's dark out 

when I wake up

and when I come home

there is hope somewhere

leaning on my shoulder.


  1. I felt sad for your usual bubbly perky self after reading your blog today. Tomorrow is going to be a bright new day, and you'll be your happy self again! ( I hope) <3

  2. Today was a better day, Gail. Thank you!! :)